Where I'm At---The Beginning

I have always had big dreams. Ya maybe not the kind that most people dream of but for me its everything. Sure it feels like its on another planet and I should be more realistic but when I close my eyes for a moment of clarity in this messy life it is as if I am already there. I want to affect change. I haven't sorted out the Hows or the Wheres of this master plan but I am certain that change is the horizon.

I decided to start blogging so that in a couple of months or years I can remember back to the time that I didn't see the Hows or the Wheres but I had dreams. And maybe I can catch myself if I loose focus. I can remember back to when this naive little girl looking out her bedroom window, wide-eyed, and anxious to see where time will take her. Hopefully I will look at her and smile knowing that the road ahead is exciting and beyond the first draft.

So in a couple of months I hope that I am in school somewhere far away, setting more goals for myself. I hope that I have discovered more about myself. I am closer to my family and God.

Ah here I am. In the moment. The moment in my life that I stand at a crossroads with millions of opportunities waiting on my next move. Kind of intense I know but I cant help it, its the way God wired me. Ya He really cranked up the intensity for this one.